aug 11, 2025: my leuteal phase finally ended and i got motivation to clean up my place after intense amotivation. baby is spending the night with grandma so i get some free time today! hoping to spiffy up this site a bit. i think i'm finally understanding css a bit better :)
july 25, 2025: i've been having many weird dreams. they're so realistic and blend with my memories. many of my dreams have been about my childhood and 90s/00s tech. wonder if coding has been making that worse haha
aug 14, 2025: i am deciding to take a sort-of vow of silence. too often my words are ignored and i am tired of speaking about mindless things and/or having my ego hurt when i can't have fulfilling conversations. so i'm deciding not to talk, unless necessary. but no longer will i mindlessly speak. only when it is purposeful